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hobbit_sexual @ 10:52am: o glitter-torn.

O
fury-
bedecked!
O glitter-torn!
Let the wild wind erect
bonbonbonanzas; junipers affect
frostyfreeze turbans; iciclestuff adorn
all cuckolded creation in a madcap crown of horn!
It’s a new day; no scapegrace of a sect
tidying up the ashtrays playing Daughter-in-Law Elect;
bells! bibelots! popsicle cigars! shatter the glassware! a son born
now
now
while ox and ass and infant lie
together as poor creatures will
and tears of her exertion still
cling in the spent girl’s eye
and a great firework in the sky
drifts to the western hill.

-- Sonnet In The Shape Of A Potted Christmas Tree, George Starbuck

hobbit_sexual @ 3:21pm: someone's left me creased.
I hate that I'm so bad with money. I overdrew on my account and had to pay TWO overdraw fees, which is like $60 and the people at the bank are relentless assholes who don't even care that I'm a broke college student. Now I don't even have money to by my Dad a Christmas present...not that he gives a fuck because he's not even coming here for Christmas and damned if I'm going to go there.

I just hate that I'm so stupid sometimes, I wish I was the kind of person who actually wrote things down in a checkbook like a responsible adult instead of a stupid child playing at being one. I feel so wasteful and now I can't even afford to do anything for Cady's birthday.

It burns being broke, it hurts to be heartbroken and always being both is such a drag.

Christmas makes me angry and depressed, in fact all holidays make me angry and depressed because they are just a reminder that:
1. I'm broke.
2. My dad doesn't give a fuck.

Ugh all this angst makes me feel 13 again.

bountyhunter @ 1:52am: thx copenhagen
accomplishments: "a [non-binding] long-term commitment to prevent world temperatures from rising by more than two degrees by midcentury."

WOW.